Thursday, February 18, 2010
WHOOOOOO! I saw two movies recently!
I saw Percy Jackson And the Lightning Thief yesterday. OH MY GOD IT WAS EPIC O_O. There were parts where scared me :X. IF YOU THINK ITS LIKE A STUPID CHILDISH MOVIE LIKE I DID THEN ITS NOT! Its good :DDD.
NEXT I SAW VALENTINES DAY TODAY! OMG. I LOVED IT. OMG OMG OMGOMG.
After watching i felt like i wanna experience all kinds of love.
Love makes a person beautiful doesnt it?
I wish i can be like that too. :)
Well i'll talk with pictures :)
Haha took this at the cinema while waiting for the gates to open :O. It was dark and my phone cam doesn't have flash T~T. Sorry. BUT SEE TAYLOR SWIFT AND TAYLOR LAUTNER IS IN THE MIDDLE! Btw in the movie when taylor lautner appeared, all the girls were like *squeal* you can actually hear it in the cinema LOL.
Cheshire cat from the new Alice In Wonderland movie OwO I KNEW IT ALL ALONG! I always knew that alice in wonderland is actually a scary story... ;w;. BUT ISNT THE CAT CUTE? XD.
Haha this was the day before that. Before watching Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief, i went to popular and i loved this notebook cuz of the love and smileys and internet slang xDDD.
ARENT THEY ADORABLE?! I swear i wanted to buy all of them T___T.
The cinema at Sunway Pyramid :D! It was soooo packed D:
I saw sum of dem rightt thur ;D. Crystalll? I saw dem hawties.
I was going to take a pic of the food counter thingy when this family passed by. wtf? Btw LOOK AT THE OLD MANS HAIRCUT OLOLOLOLOLOL. K im being mean ;-;"I love you."
"I don't think you do at all. Infatuation turning into deceit."
I feel like i have gotten beyond distant from one of my friends. Maybe its beyond repair.
But i don't want to say goodbye...
So if by any chance you read this and you realize its you, what happened? We were so close. Now its like... Acquaintances.
I HATE PEER PRESSURE. ITS PREVENTING THINGS FROM HAPPENING. ITS PREVENTING ME FROM HAVING FRIENDS. But the peer pressure isn't on me. Its on my friend.
What if it was all a lie?
What if our bonds was a lie?
What if i can't live without you?
Well i'm done. Goodnight friends who i haven't met yet. :) I wonder if i should get a tagboard. Not that people actually read my blog though -___-'' but i don't really want everyone to read my blog... Cuz then i cant say the things i really want to right? :)
Love,
ChocoholicVampire. I less than three you.
what we could have been, 9:26 AM.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
All night sugar rush,
Just give me a taste tonight ;)
So i can taste you on my tounge,
With your lips to kiss like the red hot sun,
Your one big sugar rush.
♥
Well, im sure you guys have seen this on multiple blogs but... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINES DAY! :) (damn i have no valentines ;w; *lonely*)
Sorry i havent been blogging lately. Shall i tell you what happened? Here goes. So the weekend before CNY holidays started, my mom forbade me to go with my dad. Why? Because he isn't paying child expenses. I understand that my mom suffered and needed money to raise me but i mean look at my dad's point of veiw.
.
.
.
.
Mom betrayed him.
So I decided to just stay in my room for Sat and Sun crying my eye sout. Yes, i cried. I know its not like my dad died but ... not being able to see him stirred up discomfort in me. And i feel selfish. There are poeple who dont even have parents. People who starve for food etc and here i am crying just cuz i can't see my dad.
Then came CNY holiday which is now. And mom forbade me to see and go to dad to Penang... I cried. I hated my mom. x.x. Sigh. I just dont want to care anymore. But the more i make myself not care, the more i realize i DO care. And i care alot. Sigh...
Recently i read two mangas. One about errr this girl who can tame her boss's inner tiger. I dont know hwo to explain. Its called Barairo my honey. I LOVE IT! Manga lovers out there who are reading this, do go and read it. And by the same mangaka who drew/wrote that, she also has a few other works like midnight secretary which, *squeals* IS A HOT VAMPIRE MANGA! And another one about a were wolf o,..,o! OMG READ ALL OF THEM NOW!. *obsessed.*
Im am currently sitting in my toilet sweaty and uncomfortable. Why? because i have no privacy. Even if i do lock my room door, if my mom knocks she wont go away until i answer -____-''
Weird isn't it? Blogging from my toilet o_o.
WENT OUT WITH SARAH TODAY! It was so fun :)! We went to the bookstore and we found some books and secided to lend each other some books... Went to McD! We both ate chocolate sundaes while thinking about stories and starting the one we planned to. :D. Then we packed french fries and walked around. Also went to speedy! We saw diffrent dvd's there. She said i was easy to hang out with ._.;; I hope so! She has so many other better friends :). I feel labbed!
Went out to dinner with mom, Pepe and George at TJ's. Its this adorable little western style restraunt. Its so cute! It dosn't relaly have the tense atmosphere of a restraunt. Just a nice cozy one :). Had a salmon steak and this yummy guava+some other fruits drink.
So while i was at dinner i read this awsome book called The Hunger Games. Oh my god O_O. I don't normally liek this type of book but... WOW. Past the first chapter and i coudlnt stop. I only started this evening and im already more then halfway through it. BLEW MY FUXING MIND OwO.
I wish he could see, his own reflection reflected in my eyes, at the bottom of my heart.
♥
oh dear Samantha. Mind you. Stop having dirty thoughts x].
SERGEI GOT A VALENTINE O_O Oh my god! Her name is Nicole. She looks abit like Wei lum actually. I hope shes nice. Hes gonna take her out next week to the movies, give her chocolates and walk her home. HES EVEN WEARING PLAYBOY COLONGE. LOL?. is he really only my age? -___-. I guess he'll be the killer playboy when he's older afterall... Is she breaks his heart ill break her face :3.
I'm going to go out on Monday again! I would tell you who im going out with but that will start rumours. So Shhhhh ;].
ANYWAYS! Im tired so this is where i'll stop. Bye guys. ILY.
Just give me a taste tonight ;)
So i can taste you on my tounge,
With your lips to kiss like the red hot sun,
Your one big sugar rush.
♥
Well, im sure you guys have seen this on multiple blogs but... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINES DAY! :) (damn i have no valentines ;w; *lonely*)
Sorry i havent been blogging lately. Shall i tell you what happened? Here goes. So the weekend before CNY holidays started, my mom forbade me to go with my dad. Why? Because he isn't paying child expenses. I understand that my mom suffered and needed money to raise me but i mean look at my dad's point of veiw.
.
.
.
.
Mom betrayed him.
So I decided to just stay in my room for Sat and Sun crying my eye sout. Yes, i cried. I know its not like my dad died but ... not being able to see him stirred up discomfort in me. And i feel selfish. There are poeple who dont even have parents. People who starve for food etc and here i am crying just cuz i can't see my dad.
Then came CNY holiday which is now. And mom forbade me to see and go to dad to Penang... I cried. I hated my mom. x.x. Sigh. I just dont want to care anymore. But the more i make myself not care, the more i realize i DO care. And i care alot. Sigh...
Recently i read two mangas. One about errr this girl who can tame her boss's inner tiger. I dont know hwo to explain. Its called Barairo my honey. I LOVE IT! Manga lovers out there who are reading this, do go and read it. And by the same mangaka who drew/wrote that, she also has a few other works like midnight secretary which, *squeals* IS A HOT VAMPIRE MANGA! And another one about a were wolf o,..,o! OMG READ ALL OF THEM NOW!. *obsessed.*
Im am currently sitting in my toilet sweaty and uncomfortable. Why? because i have no privacy. Even if i do lock my room door, if my mom knocks she wont go away until i answer -____-''
Weird isn't it? Blogging from my toilet o_o.
WENT OUT WITH SARAH TODAY! It was so fun :)! We went to the bookstore and we found some books and secided to lend each other some books... Went to McD! We both ate chocolate sundaes while thinking about stories and starting the one we planned to. :D. Then we packed french fries and walked around. Also went to speedy! We saw diffrent dvd's there. She said i was easy to hang out with ._.;; I hope so! She has so many other better friends :). I feel labbed!
Went out to dinner with mom, Pepe and George at TJ's. Its this adorable little western style restraunt. Its so cute! It dosn't relaly have the tense atmosphere of a restraunt. Just a nice cozy one :). Had a salmon steak and this yummy guava+some other fruits drink.
So while i was at dinner i read this awsome book called The Hunger Games. Oh my god O_O. I don't normally liek this type of book but... WOW. Past the first chapter and i coudlnt stop. I only started this evening and im already more then halfway through it. BLEW MY FUXING MIND OwO.
I wish he could see, his own reflection reflected in my eyes, at the bottom of my heart.
♥
oh dear Samantha. Mind you. Stop having dirty thoughts x].
SERGEI GOT A VALENTINE O_O Oh my god! Her name is Nicole. She looks abit like Wei lum actually. I hope shes nice. Hes gonna take her out next week to the movies, give her chocolates and walk her home. HES EVEN WEARING PLAYBOY COLONGE. LOL?. is he really only my age? -___-. I guess he'll be the killer playboy when he's older afterall... Is she breaks his heart ill break her face :3.
I'm going to go out on Monday again! I would tell you who im going out with but that will start rumours. So Shhhhh ;].
ANYWAYS! Im tired so this is where i'll stop. Bye guys. ILY.
what we could have been, 6:09 AM.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
So i went to the docs again for the ENT scan checkup whateveritscalled :X And he said my tonsils were irritated and stuff like that. Whatever >_<.
And for a moment, you saw fear in their eyes. Thats when you have won the game.
The game of idiotic life. :].
I started watching this anime called Shikabane. I bought the DvD awhile ago but haven't foudn the time to watch and now i started. Finally! :) Its quite good actually. All you otaku's out there you should try it. It IS kinda boring if your only into comedy/romance though. xD. Theres gore. Not much but yeaaaah o-o.
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Aiyo. I haven't finish my maths h/w xD. So how? Early in the morning go to school and copy Ryan's. But i have alot O.O So yeaaah im kinda scared. Oh well.
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Mrs Teh, If im a leopard its my natural instinct to tackle you and then tear your head off then chew your flesh. :) I really DO feel like doing it. Oh the way you make me MAD :C. BLAH. IM BEING MEAN TO AN OLD LADY LOLOLOL fail v.v.
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CNY is closer now! :) I can't wait to see Sergei and Clarence. :DDDD! I miss them lots. Oh and timothy too. I wonder how big he is now. And ughh Sergei's taller then me T____T.
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Poster competition tomorrow! YAAAAY! Were gonna win fer sureeee! Me, Darren, Ryan, Erica, and ummm Milan i think? o.O I'm bringing all my artsy stuff. :) GANBATTE NE! <3
I'll sing just a little bit louder
And I won't stop till he can't handle it
I'll sing just a little bit slower
So he'll hang on to every single word.
♥
On the contrary to how i make things sound. Im a HORRIBLE singer. I do love singing tho xD.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CR_SOrkh02I
Click you little shits :). The tune is kinda cheery but somehow you can sense some sorrow too ...
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Wish me luck with Mrs Teh tomorrow =___= Blah. I wish i can just curl up and die. And trust me i tried some ways and it did NOT work :X.
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I think Melissa's kinda mad at me...? Idk.
Me: How did melissa and me get to be friends? We're like oil and water.
Ryan: What does that mean?
Me: It means were totally diffrent. Oil and water dont mix. xDD...
Ryan: Then what am I?! Salt?!
(In my mind: WTF SALT? o.O)
Lol so yarrr thats how it went xD.
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RUBBER DUCKIES BITCHES :).
Lol randomness at like 2 am. O.o
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Clau and Nino have a fight going on =___= Im starting to think chatango is a curse in disguise. BLAH.
I thought, how we will meet again
When peach petals fall and break from my hand
I can feel you
So thats all i guess. Nothing much :) I love you beyatch. ♥
~
♥♥♥♥♥♥Chocoholic Vampire
Never say Die,
Until you try.
But what if i have tried, i just can't bring myself to say Die?
And for a moment, you saw fear in their eyes. Thats when you have won the game.
The game of idiotic life. :].
I started watching this anime called Shikabane. I bought the DvD awhile ago but haven't foudn the time to watch and now i started. Finally! :) Its quite good actually. All you otaku's out there you should try it. It IS kinda boring if your only into comedy/romance though. xD. Theres gore. Not much but yeaaaah o-o.
~
Aiyo. I haven't finish my maths h/w xD. So how? Early in the morning go to school and copy Ryan's. But i have alot O.O So yeaaah im kinda scared. Oh well.
~
Mrs Teh, If im a leopard its my natural instinct to tackle you and then tear your head off then chew your flesh. :) I really DO feel like doing it. Oh the way you make me MAD :C. BLAH. IM BEING MEAN TO AN OLD LADY LOLOLOL fail v.v.
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CNY is closer now! :) I can't wait to see Sergei and Clarence. :DDDD! I miss them lots. Oh and timothy too. I wonder how big he is now. And ughh Sergei's taller then me T____T.
~
Poster competition tomorrow! YAAAAY! Were gonna win fer sureeee! Me, Darren, Ryan, Erica, and ummm Milan i think? o.O I'm bringing all my artsy stuff. :) GANBATTE NE! <3
I'll sing just a little bit louder
And I won't stop till he can't handle it
I'll sing just a little bit slower
So he'll hang on to every single word.
♥
On the contrary to how i make things sound. Im a HORRIBLE singer. I do love singing tho xD.
~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CR_SOrkh02I
Click you little shits :). The tune is kinda cheery but somehow you can sense some sorrow too ...
~
Wish me luck with Mrs Teh tomorrow =___= Blah. I wish i can just curl up and die. And trust me i tried some ways and it did NOT work :X.
~
I think Melissa's kinda mad at me...? Idk.
Me: How did melissa and me get to be friends? We're like oil and water.
Ryan: What does that mean?
Me: It means were totally diffrent. Oil and water dont mix. xDD...
Ryan: Then what am I?! Salt?!
(In my mind: WTF SALT? o.O)
Lol so yarrr thats how it went xD.
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.
.
.
.
RUBBER DUCKIES BITCHES :).
Lol randomness at like 2 am. O.o
~
Clau and Nino have a fight going on =___= Im starting to think chatango is a curse in disguise. BLAH.
I thought, how we will meet again
When peach petals fall and break from my hand
I can feel you
So thats all i guess. Nothing much :) I love you beyatch. ♥
~
♥♥♥♥♥♥Chocoholic Vampire
Never say Die,
Until you try.
But what if i have tried, i just can't bring myself to say Die?
what we could have been, 9:10 AM.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
I did it again.
I didn't go to school today.
I have Ryans KBKK book and two of the class deco things. Why didn't i go?!
My mom wouldn't let me cuz i woke up with a coughing fit =\. IKR? WTF!!!
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I regret it. Everything. BLAHHHH.
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Ryan probably hates me now.
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Had a chat with Chao yesterday. He's leaving bj and the interwebz.... He's going to college soon too. He says he'll visit from time to time but it'll be rare. T~T
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Its a new day but it all feels old. Its a new life thats what im told everything it all just seems the same... :(
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Sigh probably going to the doctors soon to get my cough checked out. Its been about a whole week and im still coughing.
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Essay competition was yesterday. Sigh. I hope i did okay. :) Mrs Kay said my drawing was gorgeous.
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Went to the doctor. Dr Arun kinda scares me O_O. IDK WHY. And there was this guy who kept staring at me while i was waiting for my medicine :C.
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Went to drop off the 7 virtues and like wtf i came back with ALL of them the ones ive done and another two to do. WTF? =_=
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Ashton plays the umm whadayacallit. The chinese instrument D: The one thats like a guitar but its like a board. o.O.
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Anyways nothing much today. Gonna go :) BYE!
I didn't go to school today.
I have Ryans KBKK book and two of the class deco things. Why didn't i go?!
My mom wouldn't let me cuz i woke up with a coughing fit =\. IKR? WTF!!!
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I regret it. Everything. BLAHHHH.
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Ryan probably hates me now.
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Had a chat with Chao yesterday. He's leaving bj and the interwebz.... He's going to college soon too. He says he'll visit from time to time but it'll be rare. T~T
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Its a new day but it all feels old. Its a new life thats what im told everything it all just seems the same... :(
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Sigh probably going to the doctors soon to get my cough checked out. Its been about a whole week and im still coughing.
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Essay competition was yesterday. Sigh. I hope i did okay. :) Mrs Kay said my drawing was gorgeous.
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Went to the doctor. Dr Arun kinda scares me O_O. IDK WHY. And there was this guy who kept staring at me while i was waiting for my medicine :C.
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Went to drop off the 7 virtues and like wtf i came back with ALL of them the ones ive done and another two to do. WTF? =_=
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Ashton plays the umm whadayacallit. The chinese instrument D: The one thats like a guitar but its like a board. o.O.
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Anyways nothing much today. Gonna go :) BYE!
what we could have been, 9:34 PM.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Why did god made us with hormones?
I think mines acting up >_<... BLAH!!!!! OMG D: .
So yeaah O_O. Hormones. You know the kinda scene you get in romance stories...
Like when a girl is doing her work and shes leaning over the paper. She tried to figure out this really really hard question when the guy helps her. He leans in just like a millimeter and he starts doing the hard question on her paper and suddenly he stops, leans out abit and realizes.
Then he thinks or says something like... "Wow her hair smells nice."... And the line between friends to more-than-friends has been crossed.
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KYAH. SOMETHING SIMILAR HAPPENED TO ME D: AND LIKE WOOOW WOOOOOOOOOOOW O_O. LOL. Is this how people in manga felt? CUZ SUDDENLY MY VEIW JUST CHANGED. Like suddenly the guy seems cooler. IDK.
My hormoes @_@. Seriously. This is bothering me alot. ALOT.
ANDDDDD
WHOOOOS
THEEEEEE
GUYYYYY?
...
KAZU D: .
*facepalms*
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Tomorrow is Wednesday! :D! Sports practice day. But i have band :B I R PLAYS TEH CLARINET. LOLOLOLOL. fail v.v
So yeah my escape from sports practice. :)
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I HAVENT DONE MY MATH'S H/W D:! I should do it now instead of blogging. But im lazy. FML.
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I wanna be in percussion for band. =\
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Crystal just told me about the situation on her dad on the phone on the way back from tution. And god... X.X. I hope nothing happens to their family. I LOVE YOU CRYSTAL D: .
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I just linked nino to this blog :)! I LOVE YOU NINOHHHHH <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
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K i have H/w to finish and its really late so good night people :).
I think mines acting up >_<... BLAH!!!!! OMG D: .
So yeaah O_O. Hormones. You know the kinda scene you get in romance stories...
Like when a girl is doing her work and shes leaning over the paper. She tried to figure out this really really hard question when the guy helps her. He leans in just like a millimeter and he starts doing the hard question on her paper and suddenly he stops, leans out abit and realizes.
Then he thinks or says something like... "Wow her hair smells nice."... And the line between friends to more-than-friends has been crossed.
...
...
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KYAH. SOMETHING SIMILAR HAPPENED TO ME D: AND LIKE WOOOW WOOOOOOOOOOOW O_O. LOL. Is this how people in manga felt? CUZ SUDDENLY MY VEIW JUST CHANGED. Like suddenly the guy seems cooler. IDK.
My hormoes @_@. Seriously. This is bothering me alot. ALOT.
ANDDDDD
WHOOOOS
THEEEEEE
GUYYYYY?
...
KAZU D: .
*facepalms*
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Tomorrow is Wednesday! :D! Sports practice day. But i have band :B I R PLAYS TEH CLARINET. LOLOLOLOL. fail v.v
So yeah my escape from sports practice. :)
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I HAVENT DONE MY MATH'S H/W D:! I should do it now instead of blogging. But im lazy. FML.
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I wanna be in percussion for band. =\
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Crystal just told me about the situation on her dad on the phone on the way back from tution. And god... X.X. I hope nothing happens to their family. I LOVE YOU CRYSTAL D: .
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I just linked nino to this blog :)! I LOVE YOU NINOHHHHH <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
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K i have H/w to finish and its really late so good night people :).
what we could have been, 7:54 AM.
Monday, January 25, 2010
Oh my god D: .
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I saw Mrs Teh today. =\ I got scolded again. I did my exercises in the wrong books :( I DID DO THEM THOUGH! Can't she cut me some slack? She keeps going on about how a leapord never changes its spots and im still the same as last year. WTF IM TRYING HARD TOO .____. She doesn't have to be so so... Well dissapointed. I feel abit let down. She doesn't even know my feelings and how hard it is for me to try this hard.
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Mmm. K.H. tomorrow. Happyness! We get to cook :) Im having Su Anne's apron cuz Jia Qi (is that how its spelled?) from Crystal's class asked me to return it. We're cooking Ayam Sos Tiram and Sayuran campur bergoreng. Oh and some fruit desert o.O. Wish me luck!
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I hateeeeeee... life sometimes. :C
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So today in the morning i felt really sick. Like i was feeling chilly and shit. So i naturally didn't wanna wake up and eventually i did (thanks to my mom for her excellent vocal cords) and i started litsening to Chase Coy songs.
His song "If the moon fell down tonight". Okay this might sound retarded but i actually cried at one part of the lyrics that says: "must've done something right, to deserve you in my life...". Yeah i cried.
For no fuxing reason O_O.
Idk to be weirded out of laugh at myself but yeah i just for some reason started bawling. No joke.
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Ahhhh. Why isn't Malaysian life as well... interesting as overseas life you see like in the movies. Well in the movies so maybe im just dreaming.
Still. Why ruin my fun and stop dreaming? xD.
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I wore baju kurung today and when school ended i was walking out the ummm corridor thingy place whatever Jack was walking next to me but i didn't notice because of my phone. And thing is, i was looking down yet he reconized me. O_O. Amazing. And we don't even really talk. Though i admit. I kinda mind. >_< *shushs*
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CRYZTALIIIII!!!!!!! FFS WOMAN.
OF ALL THE HOT GUYS LIKE JUSTIN YOU PICK DRUG X? WTFFFFF :C. YOU MUST REALLY REALLY LIKE HIM O_O.
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Rofl today at tution we all went to toilet at the same time and we camwhoared in the toilet LOL. All of us cramped in there x3. LOLOLOLOL. It was fun :)
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HLY SHT. I hope Ryan forgot my blog link O_O. I dont want him seeing this.
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:) Aishiteru ne, baka l@i-O|\| <3.
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BTW TODAY AT LUNCH LOL AT BREAK IT WAS HILARIOUS! ME, KYE LII AND THE GANG WAS AT THE BOOKSHOP AND LIKE WE WERE ACTING ALL STUPID :DDDD ROFL.
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Mkay im tired. Goodnight all you strangers out there.
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I saw Mrs Teh today. =\ I got scolded again. I did my exercises in the wrong books :( I DID DO THEM THOUGH! Can't she cut me some slack? She keeps going on about how a leapord never changes its spots and im still the same as last year. WTF IM TRYING HARD TOO .____. She doesn't have to be so so... Well dissapointed. I feel abit let down. She doesn't even know my feelings and how hard it is for me to try this hard.
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Mmm. K.H. tomorrow. Happyness! We get to cook :) Im having Su Anne's apron cuz Jia Qi (is that how its spelled?) from Crystal's class asked me to return it. We're cooking Ayam Sos Tiram and Sayuran campur bergoreng. Oh and some fruit desert o.O. Wish me luck!
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I hateeeeeee... life sometimes. :C
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So today in the morning i felt really sick. Like i was feeling chilly and shit. So i naturally didn't wanna wake up and eventually i did (thanks to my mom for her excellent vocal cords) and i started litsening to Chase Coy songs.
His song "If the moon fell down tonight". Okay this might sound retarded but i actually cried at one part of the lyrics that says: "must've done something right, to deserve you in my life...". Yeah i cried.
For no fuxing reason O_O.
Idk to be weirded out of laugh at myself but yeah i just for some reason started bawling. No joke.
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Ahhhh. Why isn't Malaysian life as well... interesting as overseas life you see like in the movies. Well in the movies so maybe im just dreaming.
Still. Why ruin my fun and stop dreaming? xD.
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I wore baju kurung today and when school ended i was walking out the ummm corridor thingy place whatever Jack was walking next to me but i didn't notice because of my phone. And thing is, i was looking down yet he reconized me. O_O. Amazing. And we don't even really talk. Though i admit. I kinda mind. >_< *shushs*
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CRYZTALIIIII!!!!!!! FFS WOMAN.
OF ALL THE HOT GUYS LIKE JUSTIN YOU PICK DRUG X? WTFFFFF :C. YOU MUST REALLY REALLY LIKE HIM O_O.
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Rofl today at tution we all went to toilet at the same time and we camwhoared in the toilet LOL. All of us cramped in there x3. LOLOLOLOL. It was fun :)
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HLY SHT. I hope Ryan forgot my blog link O_O. I dont want him seeing this.
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:) Aishiteru ne, baka l@i-O|\| <3.
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BTW TODAY AT LUNCH LOL AT BREAK IT WAS HILARIOUS! ME, KYE LII AND THE GANG WAS AT THE BOOKSHOP AND LIKE WE WERE ACTING ALL STUPID :DDDD ROFL.
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Mkay im tired. Goodnight all you strangers out there.
what we could have been, 8:26 AM.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Today is the shittiest day ever.
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Hoping tomorrow will be better.
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So today i think i got jealous of someone O_O Am i bad? >_< I kinda feel like taylor swift's song of teardrops on my guitar xD Oh oh! I think i'll take up guitar :) Thanks to Chao for helping me decide. <3 ILY CHAO :DD!
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My dreams of my friends and I living together today were crushed. I kinda don't know where to steer my life to now. Lost. Maybe ill go with owning a bakery idea thing? Idk. Still a long way to go tho so ill cross the road when i get to it.
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Sigh. I feel kinda emo. But i think tomorrow will be better :3! Im going to Sunway Pyramid :)
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Cryztali told me that her parents might be getting a divorce... That kinda reminded me of my parents and how i felt. So i called her to make sure shes okay. And she was xD We had a short chat and then she had to go eat dinner.
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Speaking of dinner today i had dinner with family. (moms side NOT including sinsin and jonathan) It was Jeremy's farewell dinner. He's leaving to study in a university in Sydney. It was a good dinner at Tak Fook (the crab place). At the end i hugged him. It was awkward. O_O;; IDK WHY LOL. xD. thats pretty much the most productive thing ive done all day. Which isnt much at all rofl. xD.
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Music : [[FM static - Tonight.]]
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Bye all you bloggers out there :)
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Hoping tomorrow will be better.
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So today i think i got jealous of someone O_O Am i bad? >_< I kinda feel like taylor swift's song of teardrops on my guitar xD Oh oh! I think i'll take up guitar :) Thanks to Chao for helping me decide. <3 ILY CHAO :DD!
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My dreams of my friends and I living together today were crushed. I kinda don't know where to steer my life to now. Lost. Maybe ill go with owning a bakery idea thing? Idk. Still a long way to go tho so ill cross the road when i get to it.
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Sigh. I feel kinda emo. But i think tomorrow will be better :3! Im going to Sunway Pyramid :)
~
Cryztali told me that her parents might be getting a divorce... That kinda reminded me of my parents and how i felt. So i called her to make sure shes okay. And she was xD We had a short chat and then she had to go eat dinner.
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Speaking of dinner today i had dinner with family. (moms side NOT including sinsin and jonathan) It was Jeremy's farewell dinner. He's leaving to study in a university in Sydney. It was a good dinner at Tak Fook (the crab place). At the end i hugged him. It was awkward. O_O;; IDK WHY LOL. xD. thats pretty much the most productive thing ive done all day. Which isnt much at all rofl. xD.
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Music : [[FM static - Tonight.]]
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Bye all you bloggers out there :)
what we could have been, 8:51 AM.
